Saturday, October 04, 2008
I know... I was so hurt in my last post...
and you know how I always equate words with feelings.
So... let me say what can be felt anyway...
Yes, you did hurt me, at times in more ways than one. But, in spite of it all, its your love that can overpower all the emotions that I feel. How you hurt me is beside the point. Gets? It's how you love me, how much, how deep... How you care for me and protect me. That's all that matters.
So... I don't care how many times you hurt me, or if you never do.. yes, it might be true, that no one can cause that much pain as you do, but the reality is, it's also you... and only you, who can take all the sadness, the pain, the sorrow away.
You make me so happy, you know?
I laugh the hardest when I'm with you... you make me smile, so effortlessly, even in times when I don't feel like smiling. That happiness, that light, powerful joy only comes from you, and when I'm with you. Only YOU can make me that happy, so happy. That even when everything else is "happy", its not when you're not there. It's like a camera being on color accent mode and you're the only color it recognizes. Everything else is black and white. gets?
And this feeling, I know, will stay with me forever... So...my answer remains... YES. Now and forever.
Its YOU... no one else.
another adventure for COSMOGIRL!
