Saturday, October 04, 2008
this post officially revives this blog...
Welcome... me back.
Something inside has sparked. Something inside me lives.
Because of this somewhat old, somewhat new blog spot.
Thank you Joyce. :) Like I said, you'll never know the effect you have on people.
Anyway, I'm happy, in an unexplainable way. I mean, happenings are kinda sad, but it feels good to have an outlet again.
One where you will not be judged, of broadcasting things about your life, to pre-empt things in the future, to spoil someone's excitement, where people won't say na pinangungunahan yung plano niyo by revealing it to other people. Yung hindi nila isecensor at mamasamain yung mga pinaglalagay mo.
Those are my dreams, my wishes... how could you say that they're not any good? I told the world how much I wanted to be with you, yet you think I'm going way over my head. Not one hint of pride...
Anyway, this is me now.
No more biting my tongue, well at least for this blog... somehow, it's liberating.
Hence its, sitting down on the outside, and standing up and screaming on the inside...
another adventure for COSMOGIRL!
