Sunday, October 19, 2008
Sometimes, when you doubt how much I love you, I want to do something really big, really life changing. A profession of love that was made for the books. Like scream out your name and 'I love you' then jump off, or take my life the way Juliet did when she thought Romeo has gone. That way, our love would be one of the greatest love stories ever told...
Something grand, to prove to you and to the entire universe, that I could never live without you. Literally. But then, why should I take my life? I'm not that weak. And I'm definitely not that stupid.
Although there are times that i seriously consider it. I mean, what's the point? If I go on, I just know that my heart will keep beating...for you. And its unstoppable. And whenever you feel that you are less loved by me, its like my heart loses its purpose... it is there to love...especially the person who deserves it the most. If it ceases to make that person feel loved, then why should it go on? You might as well tell the heart to stop beating.
Sometimes, I am on the verge of doing something...eternal. Because I want my love for you to endure until my last breath. I want something grand to let you know that I love you, eternally. For all my lifetime and even afterwards. That way, you will never ever doubt how strong, how big, how deep, how timeless my love is for you.
That way, you'll truly believe what I mean by forever.
I know, I'm getting a little too dramatic. So much for the hopeless romantic me. I just want you to feel most loved. Or maybe I just want to be with you badly, to wrap you in a tight embrace, that way you'll feel and know, that you have nothing to worry about. There is no contest with me. You win and I love you the most, hands down.
another adventure for COSMOGIRL!
