It came from BuenaVista International, and they don't sell this, fyi, so at that moment, let's just say that I turned desperate because I have got to get my hands on it.

So here's to this notebook, that I'm just so smitten with! I gotta say this, I never believed in love at first sight, until I saw you.

Yep, my obsession with desperate housewives has come to that point of Sex in The City, and The OC, where I compare myself to every heroine in the series. For this one, I feel like I can relate to each desperate housewife: Susan, who's fab and pretty much perfect, except that she's quite a klutz that ruins every moment for her. Bree, who has an eye for all things beautiful, and who thinks too much, trying to make and keep things as polished and perfect as possible. Some people think she's twisted, but all she wanted is to be accepted and loved. Lynette, who thought she wanted a high powered career, but later on realized that her family life is the most important to her. And of course, Gabrielle Solis, who's still iffin hot even after marriage (my wish in something something years), and who seems so shallow and superficial, but whose one goal is to make her husband happy, and keep him faithful. Idol!! I just can't explain how much I love them, but if you knew me, and you know how I love The OC, and Maging Sino Ka Man, well this is in that level!

By the way, I just so relate with the line on each page, that goes "I just can't live in this detergent commercial anymore."

Well, it's true. Everything's not gonna be peachy all the time. That's why I hate fakers. Hel-lo? Don't you ever get tired of smiling, being all dolled up and acting so happy all the time. Oh, wait, I forgot, that's all you do!! You don't work hard for everything that surrounds you, and hey, that's where I come in!! ***

Well, that's the difference between us, you see. I work for everything around me, My balanced relationships, career, my entire lifestyle. It gets crazy sometimes, but that's one quality of a desperate housewife that I admire so much. They sometimes lose their heads over the little things, minor booboos, wondering why several things just can't be perfect no matter how hard they try. Well, it may be just the most cliche line we've heard in our entire life, but here it is: the truth is, nothing's perfect. Nobody is perfect, well except for God, we all know that. But for us human beings, we're simply not. We have flaws. But our imperfections are what make us beautiful, because it means we're real. And reality, real people, real relationships, real happiness needs work.

But then again, there's nothing wrong with trying to make things perfect, as long as you acknowledge that you aren't and you need help in making life as is. Besides, desperate goes hand in hand with passion. If you're passionate about something, or someone, there are times when you resort to desperate measures to reach your goal.

So if you feel like, or you think you're perfect, then you might be drowning with the soapsuds, because you're living in one heck of a detergent commercial! And you better step out of it, because one day you might just end up suffocated with all the bubbles, or like Bree, you might find yourself checking in a mental institution. Or like Gabby, you'll get the heartbreak of your life and find out that the man you trust to love you, have betrayed you with your slave.

By the way, I forgot to mention Edie and Mary Alice, who just completes the gang. I just love these girls! And as you can notice, I've been updating my blogs and multiply, trying to do as much before I get my hands on the dvd of the third season, by then, you'll just have to wait for the party.

***Oops, sorry guys, just have to be dramatic and rant a bit in that part, which is true in my everyday life, by the way. And it also serves as a reminder for myself, like I said, I tend to be so OC and try to make things perfect. But I don't wanna end up like this woman I know, who is, if you ask me, hopeless!