Wednesday, January 24, 2007
I ought to change my blog skins soon. It's just that the photos seem expired and it seemed super duper girly. Wow, I've outgrown the uber-girly cosmogirl stage... It's just a little off kasi when I want to post something serious.
Parang hindi kapani-paniwala kasi pink na pink ang blog ko! So yeah, I'll probably do it this weekend. I'll probably be home this Saturday, or in the malls to watch a movie or buy a top, because my babe will be in Iloilo. Or I can stay at home, get a good start at this book I've been meaning to read, while having my pamper-time, hair spa, foot spa, pedicure, the works!
(tapos magrereklamo ka na super girly nung blog mo! anu beh...) Yep, I'll probably to that, because I'll be attending Erika's debut on that night.
Sorry, I forgot all the introductory
palabok in this entry. I just had to type it before it escapes my mind. Because funny how 'blog-worthy' things pop in my mind, but I'm so busy that time that I end up forgetting it when it's downtime and start to blog. And so when I face the monitor, my minds as empty as the message board. Yeah, what a bummer. I ought to buy a non-work related notebook soon to keep me posted on things.
Anyway, random thoughts:
- Wouldn't know how to describe work lately. I know I have to be busy, but I end up doing more petiks than before. I hate it. Its just that, during the start of the year I vowed to be this diligent and motivated career girl, plus the fact that there will be awesome change in the office soon. But that one flopped event just ruined my momentum and now I'm back to my laidback, non-proactive employee. I so hate it, I ought to slide back into my career cosmogirl again, really soon.
- Ever get the feeling that you're having fun, but a part of you feels so unaccomplished? That you're not entirely happy because you know you're not doing what you love? If you are, then I'm not alone. Its just that, I love the people I'm with now, the people I work with, the media. I love the fact that my dad's proud to call me his officemate, the fact that I get to rub elbows with stars, and still maintain that low-profile life. But then I know I love writing more than anything. I would love to go back to the hardcore, feature writing. The one job I imagine doing my entire life. I couldn't even ask myself if I wanted a career shift, because that was what wanted since I was young. This work I have now is something I never thought I'd do. But hey, like I said, I'm enjoying it. Plus the pride that I give to my family, each time they tell people that I work in the country's biggest and best media network. But oh well, it all boils down to my future. And I'm also having a hard time to gauge my performance. Whether I'm gonna be getting a new contract or not... I guess I just have to get my resume ready... just in case.
- I'm itching to go back to boxing. Wow, it's been a year. I need it, I want it. Maybe I'll start relocating my handwrap and window shop for a new pair of boxing gloves this weekend.
- Just went to MOA with Kups and Chen. We had a lot of fun, as usual. sigh! Everytime I'm with them, I just miss the good ol' times in High School, when we would roam the malls and hang out as long as we want. No work to worry about the next day. Just pretend to be attentive in class...
- I want to have a MOA date with my babe! I want to watch Night at the Museum at IMAX and go skating at the olympic sized Ice Skating Rink. I want to experience 3d with him, and cuddle and hug with the "snow falling" upon us... Maybe when he gets back from Iloilo.
Speaking of my babe, I gotta go now, we'll be having a rendezvous tonight (wow, using those words in everyday talk huh?). It's getting a little late. Ciao!!
another adventure for COSMOGIRL!
