Monday, December 18, 2006
Okay, so this is gonna be a series of entries, because there's a lot going on in my mind right now that I so want to share with you party people, starting with...
all the realizations that came, and memories that came back when I read my past entries in my 'Diary of the Ice Queen' blog.
Natatawa ako ng todo sa mga kabaliwan ko, sa mga maling lalakeng minahal ko, and for the perfect timing for me and my babe.
Actually, it seemed like falling for the wrong guys have prepped me well for my relationship with my babe. But they can't take all the credit. Yes, they have helped me sort the trashy from the ones for keeps, but some stuff, I experience for the first time, and first hand with my Babe. And I wouldn't have it any other way.
Some stuff that I wrote or quoted before, that I seem to understand better now...
"And with love, there are no rules. Some may try to control their emotions and develop strategies for their behavior, others may turn to reading books of advice from 'experts' on relationships - but this is all folly. The heart decides, and what it decides is all that really matters." - Paulo CoelhoSpoken like a die-hard romantic don't you think? But this has never been truer to me than now. It's fun to read all those books on relationships, on how to handle your man, stuff like that. But deep down, you know who's the boss, and it isn't even a who. The heart decides...
Another one:
"So now we have to go and find our destiny." I said this one pertaining to the end of the me and noi phase. And it's comforting to realize that it had indeed come true. I'm so happy in love with my babe, his bestfriend, and I know he and Karen are also there for the long run. It's a great feeling, knowing that God hears prayers, the deepest desires of your heart. And if you surrender everything to Him, and if you're just patient enough, He'll give it to you, plus more than you ever dreamed of and hoped for...
I want to end this entry by saying
"Thank you Lord!" For being a faithful God.
I changed my shift sched at work, so I'll be staying longer in the office now than before... So that means more lull time and more blog entries. Watch out, there's more coming up!
another adventure for COSMOGIRL!
