Thursday, May 04, 2006
Haha-happy day!
I dunno why, I'm just praying this is gonna be a good one. Sorry if I make kwento, this might be morbid but I will get to my point.
I woke up in the middle of the night, had a bad dream. It was such a nightmare that I forced myself to wake up kasi ayoko na.
I dreamed that we were in a bar with Chen and my babe and some friends. Chen and I was waiting for our turn in the ladies room when a group of drunk
mamas (yes, mama as in goons from an action movie) tried to come on to me and started harassing me, and being the feminist that I am, I gave the man a solid kick-ass slap on the face. But then, that's when the men started pulling out their knives from their pockets, and started threatening to kill us. Chen tried to stop them by acting all kissy-kissy with one guy, and I started to back down too (eewwh talaga!) But I was also making a hand signal to my boyfriend who was chatting with one of our friends while pleading for the man to get off me. I was even saying
"Please po, may boyfriend ako..." When my babe finally saw that I was being harrassed, he kicked the table and started running towards me. But even in my dream, I knew that one of us will surely get hurt. Hello? Goons with daggers? So I fought my way out of the nightmare, and woke up. And prayed...
This isn't mushy, but I just found myself praying so hard for my babe's safety. Kasi being the good guy, the kuya that he is, he's always everybody's hero, and I know he will be into a lot of fights, always for what he believes is right. So I am always the prayerful girlfriend. I swear I get so scared sometimes, which adds to my being paranoid about him. But it made me so mature that I told myself that I won't do anything that will lead my boyfriend into trouble. I remember when he got into a fight because his friend asked him to text this guy because that guy was being rude to her, grabe, I was so mad at the girl!!! Big-time! Not because I'm jealous, it's because I never want him to be fighting, because I always get worried. The nerve of that girl to get my boyfriend in trouble! But he insisted that someone has to stand up to bad guys, and he'd do it for me anytime.
So,are you loving my boyfriend more and more? I sure am! He might be so protective of me and of the people he loves, but I will do, will give anything to protect him. In dreams or in real life.
Ako na lang, 'wag siya. However, I know that the best armor, shield is prayer.
Haha, I told you, I'm becoming more and more prayerful as time passes by.
Speaking of prayer, I promise I'll go to church today.
And I have discovered a new talent, err, skill. I can draw/sketch clothes na! As in! it's really great! You know how I loved doing that when I was a kid, and how I sketched my owned dress for my debut, but this is different because I saw some improvements, and I think my sketches kind of qualify as a fashion designer newbie. Yey! I think my forte is in bridal, evening gowns. Haha, I even finished sketching tae's gown for her debut, and well...the wedding gown and for the entourage of... well, a very special wedding. Haha.
I also want to make a career out of it, just like events planning. Which I think is great, because Jai loves party, I love weddings, so we have events. And Kups loves makeup, I love making wedding gowns, and so... more of the biz... sigh, I just pray that Kups and I get a job soon, so we can start saving for that business. We can name it, The O.C. Planners, or Cosmogirl Events, or Homegirls Inc. Haha, how'd you like that?
Anyways, I'm so excited for the 3rd season of the O.C. on ETC, haha! Cosmogirl and Little Miss Vixen are back on the game!
So, tata for now, I have to take a bath na because we're going to church, and can you believe it, we swam at Joyce's place last night, and I haven't even showered yet (I'm being mean to my hair and skin, with all the chlorine intake, plus the fact that I got so sleepy last night, maybe because of the water stuck in my head). So there, after this, I'm going to make more beautiful wedding gowns. Too bad we don't have scanner, I want to show them to you sana eh. Anyways, ciao!
another adventure for COSMOGIRL!
