Thursday, April 20, 2006
AngLaboNgArawNaToh...
Haay... I am never a pessimist...
I just found it so weird how this day went...
I left home early to come on time for my global exam in this multinational company. I lost my way more than 4 times, rode the jeepney three times and got off to find out I'm still so far from where I was heading.
Took the test, arriving just in time. Seated in front so I could have no hassles, got the chance to pick out the best calculator they lend to the examiners, but ended up with one with a broken screen. Surprisingly, the test was easier than I had expected, but there it was timed. So I crammed. I think I did okay, but ironically, I didn't pass. But I'm not depressed.
But when I got home, I glued myself to the pc to look for work. I dunno what hit me, I guess it's waiting for this company to call, and it's been too long and they still haven't and maybe they won't. So now I'm feeling like, I'm holding on when I should just let it go and look for other job opportunities. And it seemed like among other people, I'm the most likely to have a job, but ending up having a hard time to get one.
And when I started out I thought there were a lot of companies waiting to swallow me up, now it feels like there is none...
Now, I'm stuck home feeling weird, because my mom's mad because I didn't make her coffee, and I'm just too pissed at myself to make
suyo. It's just too shallow. Ask me to make you anything, but not coffee. Well, I should have at least tried noh? I don't know...
Labo! Si Lord talaga, nagbiro na naman!But as sad as this post may get, ironically, I have good news. My boyfriend's not going to Japan! well, at least not for now... So we'll be spending more time together. Turns out that's the only good news I have for now, but I'm glad, and it made my day :) You can hurl anything at me, I'm not gonna bite. Even though there's a whirlwind going around my mind right now, I don't now what to do after this, but just thinking about the best news I've got today, brings me back to my peace.
Pray for me, it's such a weird day... Feels like I'm turning into a good for nothing fat monster. I hope it's just PMS.
another adventure for COSMOGIRL!
